Well I haven't wrote on here in a while and with good reason. I have been workin my toosh off trying to get caught up. At this point right now, the end of this mess is no where in sight. I recently went through a very sad tragedy with my best friends, and it has been hard to deal with it. I just don't understand why these things keep happening to good people, people of God. Oh my so many problems that run through my head. At this point no solutions. Giving up is looking more and more like the answer. Too bad I have four little munchkins here, they would never let me give up no matter how hard life seems to get. Eventually we will succeed. We will preveil.

Have you ever felt like your drowning in misery? Like things seem to be always going wrong in your life. One problem after another keeps happening, everywhere you turn your slammed to the ground. It's like you keep saying well if only this happens then I can take care of that, but you know what.......it never happens. For those of you who seem to have issues like this, hang in there. If I can you can. God is good. It's funny because I always say what am I going to do, how do I get out of the mess I am in? Stupid me..... HELLO wake up Lynda, God has been there all along tapping you on your shoulder saying " I am waiting for you to turn to me" " Come to me, Lean on me, I sacrificed my own Son for you" "Have you forgotten all I have done for you?" Well here goes. Lord, I have been very foolish. I have lost my way, and feel like a dark fog is following me around all of the time. I have abandoned you, and don't even know why. You have been so gracious to myself and my family, and what kind of a thanks do you get? Well, definetly not what you deserve. Please forgive me of my sins and foolishness. Take my hand and lead me down the path you desire me to take.
I love you Lord,
Lynda